Some Nobody.

So mga beks pano ba yan. 14 hours pa lang ang nakalipas pero may blog entry na naman. Haha.

Well, bakit nga ba yan ang title ko? Naisip ko lang. Dati akong wala lang pakialam sa mundo. Wala pang naachieve. Walang kwenta. Pero nakakaloka after my years of existence sa Earth, madami na din pala akong nagawa. Siguro 60% bad, 40% good (Kids wag tutularan). At sa mga pagkakataong yan, madami akong natutunan. Na kung dati kang nobody, puwede kang maging somebody na kahit hindi ka man naging presidente ng Pilipinas, sa sarili mong pagsisikap, nakatulong ka sa kapwa mo. 

Dati talaga, galit ako sa mundo. Sabi ko nga bakit ba ako hindi ginawang perpekto? Bakit hindi kami kasing yaman ng mga kaklase ko? Bakit hindi ko magawang masabi na, “Ma, bilhan mo naman ako ng cellphone kasi yung classmate ko meron na sila.” Hindi ko iyon magawa. Dahil middle class family lang kami. Tinuruan kami ng tatay at nanay ko na huwag sumunod sa uso. Kasi madalas hindi naman kailangan yun. Kaya hanggang ngayon na medyo nakakaangat na kami ng konti sa buhay (at nakakabili na ako ng sarili kong cellphone), hindi ko lubos maisip na bumili ng mga bagay na hindi ko naman kayang panindigan. Halos lahat nga ng kakilala ko may mga sasakyan na. Marunong magdrive. Siyempre kapag pumasok sa trabaho, nakachedeng ang iba. Eh wala akong pake. Magcocommute ako hangga’t gusto ko kasi ito lang kaya ko sa ngayon, hindi ko kayang bumili ng sasakyan tapos di ko pa pala kayang bayaran ang monthly fee…

Oh di ba?! Wow. Iba na pala ang way of thinking ko ngayon. Haha. Kung dati, hindi ako concern sa mga ganitong bagay dahil nga isa lang akong nobody pero ngayon, ang dami ko ng iniisip. In a few years time, kailangan ko na magtakeover sa gastusin sa bahay. At syempre hay #adulting sucks. Sa totoo lang. 

But that  is how life is. Taking over of responsibilities. From being a nobody, you become somebody to a once nobody. 

So ayun. Nagpapasalamat lang ako sa mga magulang at sa lolo at lola ko and sa lahat ng mga naging mentor ko magmula nung preschool ako hanggang sa nagtraining ako at hanggang ngayon. Hindi ako magiging taong may halaga kung hindi dahil sa inyo.

**Spontaneously writes what is inside my head. And nope, I am still not over about my ‘current’ issues. If you know what I mean. 😭
Random Thought:

Happy Father’s Day to one of the most patient man I have ever met. Thank you sa paghatid sa akin sa work kahit pagoda ka na minsan. Saranghae abeoji.

Meanwhile…

#NowPlaying

From Spotify. Something Better by The Ransom Collective

Tears.

Since wala namang nagbabasa nito, might as well pour out everything.

Sa sobrang kalungkutan ko ngayon, wala na akong pakialam sa mahabang pila sa Buendia sa bus kanina. Pagod ako, oo, pero yung kapaguran ko, hindi 100%. Nasa 25% lang. Kaya ko pa siguro magbasa ng ilang pahina sa libro. 

Sa tingin ko, nakakadepress isipin na ngayon pa lang nagsisink in ang katotohanan. Na tapos na ang lahat. Na sa tingin ko ay dapat na akong mag-move on. Ang hirap na umasa sa isang situation at sa tao na akala mo meron pa, yun pala wala na. Dahil iba pala ang preference nya sa buhay. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

Okay nawala yung train of thought ko.

Kung kaya ko lang sabihin sa kanya lahat ng naiisip ko. Kung pwede ko lang isulat dito. Kaso natatakot din ako kasi di ako sanay sa mga ganitong problema. What the heart cannot solve, the brain must have something in his pocket to fix it. Kaso kahit utak ko, wala eh. Dedma ang peg nya. Di naman lumalabas ang luha dahil siguro hindi pa ganun kalalim ang epekto. Pero hay.

Anyway, masakit pa din pero next page na tayo ng book ples.
Hahahahaha. Thanks daahhhling sa pagbabasa.
Random Thought:

Sharing a vlog from Lloyd Cadena:

https://youtu.be/4wZ96woN9Po
Please watch it. Ay ako lang pala. Papanoorin ko ito.

Malay mo, magawa ko din yan. πŸ™‚

Pasensya na.

Pasensya kasi kung magiging walang kwenta na naman itong blog na ito.

Kung sabagay, mas madaming nagiging vloggers na ngayon kesa bloggers. No offense meant to all my vlogger idols. Pero yun kasi ang trending. Pero di ko naman keri sumabay dyan.

Pasensya na.

Kasi ito na naman ako. Nagmumukhang *toooooot*. Di ko maiwasan mga dahhhlinggg (shoutout to Lloyd Cadena!!!). Kung alam niyo lang yung pinagdadaanan ko ngayon, baka batukan niyo na lang ako sa ulo at sabihin na napakaGAGAAAAA ko talaga. 

Pasensya na ha.

Ganoon yata talaga. Matagal na din akong walang ganire kaya dyusmiyo pagbigyan mga beshieeee. Pero kung papayuhan ko itong sarili ko ngayon 10 years from now, sasabihin ko sa kanya na okay lang magpakaGAGA, wag ka lang magpakastupid sa pagsisisi na hindi mo nagawa ang mga dapat sana nagawa mo. May rason yan dahhhlingggg. There is always a reason behind everything that we are all going through. Kaya push mo lang yang mga #churva dyan. 

Pasensya na.

Kasi madalas may mga bagay na hindi ko masabi ng diretsuhan dito. Hindi naman ito Fast Talk ni Tito Boy kaya okay lang na walang diretsuhan. Gusto mo yan di ba? Oo gusto ko yan. Haha. May mga bagay na di kayang iexplain ngayon mga dir pero sooon. Parang Kim Sam Soon.

Pasensya na.

Well, I should say this to myself dahil for sure wala namang nagbabasa nito. *evil laugh* >:) 

Atey, mag-aral ka na. Anong petsa na? Napanood mo na lahat ng vlogs ni Lloyd, Wil, Baninay, Pam, Daniel, Chael.. Wala ng nangyayari sa buhay mo? Huwag mong ipasensya yang sarili mo dahil hindi mo madadaan sa kakanood ng kung anek-anek ang mga #feels mo. Kahit paulit-ulit kang manood ng Wildflower, di na ulit babalik si Jepoy hanggat hindi mo siya nakikita parang yang ano mo  okay hanggang dyan na lang baka may maispluk pa akong di dapat. Mag-aral ka na dir. Kung wala ka sa listahan, ganun talaga. Eh ang tamad mo nga eh kasi naman yung padasal mo di mo nagagawa kklk. Magtatampo sa iyo si Lord nyan anubey. Do not worry to much. Magwewaste ka lang ng time sa kakaalala mo sa mga bagay na hindi mo na dapat inaalala. Focus ka na focus!!!! (Me talking to myself dahhhlingg).
Okay pasensya na. Sabi ko na walang kwenta ito eh. Haaay just a means of saying things out loud in my mind.

Random Thought:

#NowPlaying

Constellations by Darwin Deez

“We are twinkling stars resurrected. Just like twinkling stars we seem connected.”

😦 😦 😦 😦 😦 😦 😦

15 minutes

Kinse minutos.

Ayan ang kaya kong ibigay sa sarili ko ngaun bago man lang matulog. Pahinga. Ng 15 minutes.

Ang hirap kasi ang daming tumatakbo sa utak ko ngayon.

Naghihintay sa resultang hindi mo naman alam kung anong kalalabasan. Hay ang hirap maghintay bes. Kahit na paulit-ulit kong sabihin sa sarili ko na okay lang ako, bahala na si Lord, ewan. Nababahala pa din ako. Pero tiwala lang sa Kanya. Di ako makapagconcentrate sa lahat ng mga binabasa ko. Nakakapraningggggelllaaaa.. Sa mga nakakakilala sa akin at naiintindihan ang pinagdadaanan ko, alam niyo na.

Tapos kahapon, may nakita pa akong hindi ko alam kung kelangan ko bang mapaisip o di ko na lang papansinin. Isipin or huwaaaag?! Huwagg or isipin?! Kasi unang silip ko palang, may pag-iisip agad. NKKLK. Di ko kayang di na lang pansinin. Gusto kong magsisi. Gusto kong magsorry? Sabi nga ni Justin Bieber, “Is it too late now to say sorry?” Saklap. Ang engot ko to the highest level. Hay. 😭 

Di niyo gets ano. Sorry po.

Nilalabas ko lang yung mga naiisip ko na hindi ko kaya sabihin. Kasi baka mabaliw na ako pag wala akong outlet. 

May 8 minutes pa akong natitira. Walong minuto. 7 na lang ngayon.
Sa bilis ng usad ng mga sandali, wala lang kwenta yung mga nasusulat ko. 
Random Thought:



Ito ang Betty Go Belmonte Station ng LRT 2 Line sa Pilipinas. Katulad ng nakikita niyo, walang tao. Baka may multo. Ganyan kasi yung brain ko ngayon. Walang laman kung hindi…. πŸ™‚

Kabooooooom.
Charot.
Tapos na ang 15 minutes.

Up and Up with A Head Full of Dreams (A Fangirl blog entry sorry hi hi )

Last April 2017, one of my bucket list was erased. Why? Because I had it done!!!!! Yahoooo!!!

So this will be an entire blog in English (sensya na mga beshie pangmalakasan ang iba kong audience dito,gusto mo yoooonnn?!) so to all my readers I will bear with it. Mahaba ito mga beshie pasensya na.

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I was a fan of Coldplay back in the year 2001. I heard their song, Yellow,being played from one of the best radio stations ever (Your Kind of Music|New Music Alternative). And yeah, I fell in love. 

When MTV was still a hit among teens p, I would always tune in every time they had a Rock/Pop-Rock/Indie segment because I would wait for Coldplay’s music videos. I love how they conceptualized their Panic video. It was just an abstract-ish video however it was soooo damn good.\m/

I sooo love their Parachutes album very much that I even bought a shirt worth a thousand pesos (from Coldplay’s online store) so I could wear it in one of their concerts someday. ❀

My love for Coldplay was the bombbbb. I somehow had a different feel when they were going mainstream (do not get me wrong. I still love them. Though I am more of an indie music gal though.). Nevertheless, I still love how they keep the music playing. 

So why do I love this band? 

They saved me from insanity. No fakes, no click baits. THEY SAVED ME.

(Sorry for this emo insert) When I was still in high school, I lost all the confidence I had in me. I had these so called #teenageproblems (if hashtags were a thing back then this would be the perfect hashtag) that I even thought of transferring school because I was bullied. 😦  Eventhough I had friends, that was not enough to boost my  self-esteem. 

My friend, Tracy,  introduced me to bands like New Radicals, Goo Goo Dolls, Third Eye Blind, I began to look for similar genre of music that had pure, inspiring lyrics that made me think again of myself. Graduating from high school and entering college, I was still into indie/alternative/rock music and there, I found Coldplay. I wanted to give the biggest hug  to that DJ who intermittently kept playing Yellow on the radio. My perspective in life changed. 

After all the albums, singles that passed, of course, like other Coldplay fans, it was my dream to attend to their concert.. To sing their songs while they play it live on stage would be E-P-I-C. <3<3<

Five years ago, every Coldplay fan I knew freaked out when they saw news that they would finally be here. I really thought it was true. I even started saving money from my monthly wage however boooooom! They were not coming. Fake news. FAKE NEWS!!! 😦 One of the reasons, a friend told me, that our country was not financially able for a Coldplay concert. Some said there was no perfect venue yet… Blah blah blah. Still, I was fooled by idiotic muggleheads. T_T 

                                                                                  

Source: http://www.gmanetwork.com/news/lifestyle/content/241434/fake-coldplay-concert-poster-in-manila-creates-false-rumor/story/

And so five years went by and… Finally, FINALLY!! Coldplay decided to have a world tour including Asia!!!!! Yahoooooo!!! 

However….. The VIP ticket costs 3/4 of my monthly pay so I was soo sad. Hey, I mean, this is a once in a lifetime experience so it’s a must to have the best seats in town O_O. When they announced the day they they would release the tickets, when that freaking day came, in a span of 2 f**k*ng hours, the tickets went kaboom. Gone. With. The. Wind. Whhaaaattt?!?!  My friend, Precious (Happy birthday today deary),and I planned to watch it at Singapore Stadium (if we had the tickets). But BUTTTT and but… Our freaking internet is at its turtle-like speed so most of our neighboring country friends got the tickets ahead of us. I haven’t lost hope though. Not until the Livenation site said that all the tickets were soldout. I guess we were unlucky. T_T

I decided that I will try all means possible so I can watch those four legends live onstage. The ticket lottery for Coldplay in Japan came. I thought it was bogus since I never heard of such a lottery for getting tickets before. Since this was a chance for having those preciousss tickets, I gave it a shot. (This time we were waiting for the release of tickets in Thailand since I was not sure of this lottery thing). 

A few weeks have passed and I received an email from pia.co.jp (awesome people behind this!) and I got two. Yes you read it.. TWO TICKETS!!! I got the confirmation email and woaaah it was real!!!!! I was shouting like crazy because it was so reaaaal….  πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜

I had another friend to accompany me this time (Precious can’t go with me due to $$$ reasons. 😦 ). We booked our plane tickets, reserved rooms (c/o Airbnb), and now looking forward to the day that was. Kabooooooommmm… πŸ™‚

Long line of people patiently waiting for their tickets…

As you can see here, this was the line prior to the front row were we’ll be getting our tickets. It was like a zombie apocalypse. There were so many people and ’twas too cold (19 degrees is cold for a tropical person). Imagine all of them went here, most of us were from foreign countries, to watch Coldplay. <3<3<3 We were hungry, impatient and freezing. I was laughing inside because we encountered more drama when people were suddenly shouting at those guys who breached the queue. 😈

And finally we were already inside the Tokyo Dome! I could not believe my two eyes that this was already happening. <3<3<3<3<3<3 

Front act was a Japanese rock band named, Radwimps. They sounded cool. We weren’t able to start it though since we were outside getting our tickets. Here is a vertigo-ish (is there such a word) video of Radwimps (even before they finished):

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And finally… It was already set. The day that I have been waiting. Since 2001. Damn.

#ColdplayTokyo <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Here are some clips that I had from the best concert ever! Sorry I only have a few pictures to post. I haven’t posted them on any social media (bwehehehe) since I have no time and was too busy procrastinating. Just kidding.😈

Cannot remember the song here.. 😦
“Call it magic…”
At the C stage (as they call it,am I right?)
This is Something Just Like This..
This either. I could not remember the song here. Waaah..

So there it is. This might be just a few shots I posted (I have more but I will only put this) but to me it was a concert of a lifetime. I was teary-eyed after the show because I was too happy that I was able to get here. 

I wanted to thank my friend, Pia, for coming with me eventhough it was financially hard for our dear pockets.  Thanks and I hope you enjoyed this once in a lifetime experience.

Thanks to Chris, Guy, Jonny and Will  for letting us have one of the awesome nights of our entire life. Infinity gun salute to the four of you! 🀘

Thank you also to all the people behind http://www.pia.co.jp. They even emailed us and was apologizing for the delay in getting the tickets. Japanese hospitality is at its utmost finest! I love you guys!!!

Random Thoughts:

Happy Independence Day to my beloved country, the Philippines!

Independence is gained so treasure it. – HS

Best friend.

Bes, bez. Bestie, beshie, sis, bruha.

It might seem an overused term but way back circa 1990s, this used to be a big word for me. Hanggang ngayon pa din naman. Pero noon mas malaking bagay siya sa akin.

What does a best friend mean?

According to Merriam Webster, best friendΒ is defined as one’s closest and dearest friend.

In Filipino, we call it, matalik na kaibigan. So this means, whether it is a boy, girl, your pet. Whatever or whoever it is, as long as you consider her/him/it, as dear to you, then you can call her/him/it, your best friend.

Why does it matter so much to me before?

I used to be a very introvert child. I hate dealing with people. I cry when I see them. I only talk to my mom, dad and my sibling. I throw tantrums and hide inside a room whenever there were gatherings (I even have a picture of it haha)

When I started preparatory school, I began to get used to know different kinds of people. My teacher, my classmates, our tricycle driver, our janitress blah blah. I learned how to play and laugh with them so by this time, I was less scared of interacting with humans. When I reached grade school, I had to transfer to another institution. I had to adjust again. However at this point, I was now able to talk with lots of kids back then because my school was bigger than the previous one. I reached second grade and that was when I found the so-called,”slumbook.” Here, you reveal a bit of yourself by answering these questions: who was your first crush (landi yiheeeee), what is love, what is your favorite color and finally, who is your best friend. This was when I began to reevaluate the friends that I had. Who was that one person I can tell all my secrets, who I can truly be myself? And finally, I placed a name. She was one of my longest friends I have because up ’til now, we still communicate, we still meet. So that sums up to almost three decades of friendship. Yay! ❀

I had to transfer (again) during high school. It was kind of tough for me since this was another environment. A totally new one. But I had to adjust and found a group of friends during my first year. Here, I also found a friend who I once thought was my best friend. I was becoming more of the possessive (asshole XD) type of friend. I had so many insecurities back then and I was afraid of being left alone, being left behind (that’s why I acted that way..sigh..) I always fought with her to the point that many of our other friends including our guidance counselor knew about it. It was one of my regrets back then. We had great times but we dealt most with the fights blah blah. Sigh. It was a long and rocky road for the both of us. We graduated best friends though but not until we reached college. Time was our arch enemy. We had less talk, less conversations since we were both adjusting to our new environment. It came to a point where I realized that I was always the one who reaches out. And after lots and lots of thinking, I thought that hey, I was always the first to call them my best friend?!Β Lagi na lang ako ang nauuna. Hindi ba pupuwedeng sila naman.Β Do not get me wrong there.

Nothing wrong with being the first to call people your best friend (I realized that now) but before it was a thing to be dealt with. Maybe because I was too immature, too insecure, too childish. I just tried to understand her and well, just go on and kicked myself in the butt to move ahead. >:)

So maybe I gave up having best friends. I was a bit traumatized about having one. Maybe because I don’t want to feel sad anymore. I was afraid of rejection, I was scared of people leaving me behind. 😦 😦

I moved on with my life during the first few months of college. Thank the heavens for giving me lots of assignments, projects to deal with, I forgot all about the best friend thing. So as I was getting along with another new set of friends, I finally had (and I still have now) one of the people who I can truly call my best friend. We did the craziest things together: cut classes (don’t do this kids huh?!), told some weird stories together, laughed and shared almost everything. Although I still am the possessive type of friend 😦 but hey, I dealt with it okay?!

This time, it was a first for someone to call me her best friend. It was nice to have someone to call you their best friend. And the feeling was mutual as well. We had so many experiences that made our friendship stronger. At kung nababasa mo man ito, Β alam mo na yung mga yun.Β We knew that despite the distance and having a life of her own now that we are adults, we can still talk like it was before. No pretentions, just pure, transparent friendship.

Then there are these 2 favorite girls that despite having age differences, we have the same mind set. We have the same kalokohans. We share each others secrets. I could say that I am truly happy to find such wonderful beings in my life. Whenever I am too sad with my life, or whenever I achieved something, they are among one of the people I always first share it to. We came from different backgrounds, we had different tastes in music, we had different goals in life but we have the same kakulitan. And after all these years, we still click.Β 

So after all the mumblings I mentioned above, these are my realizations:

In this time of my life, friends are very essential because I think, eventhough I had a great career, I had lots of money (weh), I possess things I haven’t had before, BUUUTT, if you don’t have friends, all of these earthly treasures are useless. Friends might come and go but those who are truly meant to stay will never leave you even if you thought they were.

I love you my best friends.

❀ ❀ ❀

Random Thought:


One of the successful American sitcoms in the world – Friends.

Thanks again Mr. Google.

Credits to: http://www.vulture.com/2016/03/20-somethings-streaming-friends-c-v-r.html



Impromptu.

So my hands are trembling right now because I am toooo excited to write type in my vlog blog!!!!
For all the days that went by for the past sh*t years of my life, almost everything–you got it– ALMOST everything is impromptu. I just go with the flow, do what He lays out to me and boooom….

In Filipino, impromptu means biglaan.

Lakad. Pagkain. Desisyon. Pera. Buhay. Patay. Pag-ibig.

Ayan, halos lahat nyan, nangyari na sa buhay ko (or ninyo). Except lang yung last two. So hindi ko muna pag – uusapan yung dalawang huli, okay lang ba (talks to self: okay lang)?

 

LAKAD

Oh. Em. Gee. Look at the sky. Napakadilim sa bahay namin. Late na ako nagising ngayon (na dapat ay may importante akong lakad sa Maynila para sa kaching-kaching). Tapos eh 10:20 AM na, kakagising ko lang. Low Empty battery na yung cellphone ko kaya ito chinarge ko pa eh 12 noon na tapos madilim pa yung langit (ano na?!?!?!). Eh di impromptu ang hindi ko pag-alis. Hay.

(Well, sino ba kasi ang nagstay until 5:00 AM today para manood ng kung anek-anek.>:]).

So ayan isa sa mga lakad na biglaang hindi natuloy.

Next, last 2011, syempre ang favorite powerpuff girlfriends ko (brief story: 3 friends kami, different ages, my 1 friend is the same profession as I am), ay mahilig talaga sa mga impromptu. Kahit ano pa iyan. Az en. Trulala. Oh well, as I was saying (totyal), naisipan naming tatlo na magpunta ng baguio, and booooom, Baguio here we gooo.

Fun fact lang: Bumabagyo nung pumunta kami. Muntik pa kaming maiwan ng bus. Like a sh*t but very fun day.

Here’s a memento of that day:

image Starbucks SM Baguio City, Circa 2011.

PAGKAIN

Well. Di ko alam bakit ko sinama yan. Hahaha. In everyday, syempre hindi naman planado ang mga foooood natin di ba. Unless, you own a restaurant were, of course, you have to prepare a menu for the day.

Ahh. I have this friend that cooks boxed meals every week. Bakit nga ba nasabi kong impromptu? Kasi a few years back, naka-apartment pa ako. I was toooo busy so biglaan kong naisip na magorder sa kanya.

Here’s a link to her Facebook page Search her on Facebook: Princesshealthy kitchen.

Tapos after a month, wala na di na ako nagtry ulit. Biglaan akong tinamad kasi waley na din ako $$$$$. 😦

And then last year, nagplanned meals ulit ako. This time, tinry ko naman yung sa Lunchbox Diet. In fairness, maayos ang packaging, masarap ang food. Hindi ko feel na nagdadiet ako. Pero…. Natigil na din siya after a few months. Search for them sa Facebook, Instagram (promotion pa moreeee).

 

DESISYON

Sa totoo lang. Ang dami – damiiii. Madami akong desisyon sa buhay ko na biglaan ko na lang naisipan. Katulad ng pagbili ko ng aking toys……image

Hahaha. Yung keyboard was an impromptu buy, because I needed a laptop but I had noooo money, and since I had a tablet which has a Microsoft Office app… I just needed something to type on so there. The two pens on top was also an imp. buy because I just saw it on a Bic store at Kyoto, Japan.

Weird fact: That Fujifilm Instax camera was actually bought by me (contrast to what I broadcast bwahahaha nahihiya kasi ako baka sabihin niyo ang arte koooo). I was sooo sad that time at plano ko talagang bumili niyan sa Quiaps pero umuulan. And ayun, I had money so I bought one. Haha.

That Lumix LX7 was bought last April 2017 at Quiapo. Grabe, nahanash kasi ako dahil hindi naibenta sa akin yung old camera nung dati kong boss (naibenta sa pinsan hmp pero okay lang no choice ehhh). Ayan, kaya kakatanong ko sa mga tao kung anong pupuwedeng camera for a concert (which I was dying to attend [on a separate blog na lang yun]), kahit anong palabra de honor nila, ito pa din ang binili ko. Worth 14k siya. Well, okay naman ang pictures. Good for travelling.

 

PERA

May mga bagay sa mundo na biglaan na kapag dumating ng di inaasahan eh matutuwa ka talaga. Tulad na lang ng biglaang may kikitain pala ako ng malaki sa Coins.ph. Pramissss. Yung 1k kong nilagay, naging 2k na noong isang araw. Nagulat talaga ako. Kasi totoo pala talaga siya. Kaso lang, kalurkey kasi the next day, biglaan din siyang naging 1,300 php. KAKASTRESS. Sana pala nag-cashout na ako habang malaki pa. STRESS GALURA!!!!

 

Lastly,

BUHAY

Yung mga biglaang pangyayari sa buhay ko. Bigla akong naka-achieve ng mga bagay na hindi ko aakalaing magagawa ko pala. Yung trabaho ko ngayon, pinlano ko na talaga noong bata pa. Pero nung college ako, sobrang pagod na pagod na pagoda cold wave lotion ang peg ko, sabi ko sa nanay ko, “Ma, ayoko na. Di ko na itutuloy.” Syempre nagalit ang lola mo. Bakit daw hindi ko itutuloy? Ang dami na daw nila pinundar blah blah. So okay. Iniintay mo (ako lang pala) ba kung nasaan yung biglaan?

Meron na akong gustong gawin para sa work ko. Kumbaga, nagkadireksyon na yung buhay ko. PERO Pero pero… Nung nagtry akong noong fourth year na umikot doon sa line of work na yun, di pala keri ng powers ko atey! Tapos yung pinakaayaw ko pang subject noon, nung nagrotate ako doon, wowww nag-enjoy ako. Az en. So ngayon, nagulat ako kasi andito na ako ngayon. Striving to make myself better on my chosen field/career. Biglaan actually ang nangyari sa buhay ko kasi gaya ng sabi ko kanina, iba ang gusto ko sa nangyari sa akin ngayon. I planned for something but it seems He has better plans for me. ❀

 

Parting Words:

Planning for your life is great. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that. But sometimes, you just have to go with the flow of destiny. He has control over our lives so when we see something wrong with it, or when we think that it’s ruining all our precious plans, hey wake up! Maybe He is cooking the best menu for your life. Just wait for it. It will be soooo much fun.

 

 

P.S. Pasensya na po sa haba ng entry. Ganoon yata talaga pag ganado tehhhh.

P.P.S. Hello sa lahat ng mga mahilig mag-impromptu sa lahat ng kung anek-anek.

 

Random Thoughts

Here’s the first link that popped out on Google results:

An impromptu song by a woman while Oasis was having a one minute break for their Manchester tribute concert:

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Peace out to all the people involved in this tragic incident. We will all pray for you guys and girls.

BTW, here is the complete link to the video: https://youtu.be/G9FLyA7OSjs

Credits to Youtube